January 2012
1 post
sudah kuputuskan sejak lama, aku bukan penyair yang mampu berkaca pada kata-katanya, tampak bijaksana..
sudah kusadari sejak dulu, cinta-cintaan memang tidak untukku..
sudah kupercayai sejak lama, bahwa waktu tidak pernah menyembuhkan, tapi membuat lupa, sakitnya tetap sama..
sudah kubilang, aku sudah berjalan di bawah dua lengkung pelangi, aku pasti baik-baik saja, selalu..
tapi hari ini...
December 2011
2 posts
catatan perjalanan
dua malam lalu aku kembali ke jogja membawa sakit hati dan keinginan menyakiti. tidak terasa berat sama sekali, ditambah hiburan lelucon dari orang-orang di gerbongku, ‘economy class is fun afterall’ my thought, hingga lelah dan semua melelapkan diri hingga pagi, kata orang tidur bisa meredakan emosi, betul, amarahku hilang.. pemandangan semburat matahari pagi dari jendela kereta...
November 2011
2 posts
i know a man, whose heart being either too complex or too simple, either too cold or too big, to love and never asked to be loved in return.. a man whose scent and sight has become so familiar.. a man who somehow linger in my mind, his every movements, his every jokes.. and i miss him..
rasanya seperti jalan di tempat, semakin melesap ke dalam…
dimana percaya diri saya?
October 2011
3 posts
Mencoba posting
September 2011
9 posts
eh… recently i often don’t recognize myself in the mirror… i even have to convince myself that the reflection is mine, haha..
marthastewart.com →
ILMA
arabic ilma is derived from ilmu as also ilmi means knowlegde
From Finnish ilma “air”. also shortened from Ilmatar, ilman. see also ilmarinen.
German Name Meaning - Resolute protector. Strong helmet. Diminutive of Wilhelmina, feminine form of Wilhelm.
Ilma is a genus of skippers in the family Hesperiidae.
I Love My Art (Orlando, Florida)
Independent Lubricant Manufacturers...
“Mamihlapinatapai”
– Language: Yagan (indigenous language of Tierra del Fuego, an archipelago off the coast of South America)
“The wordless, yet meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something but are both reluctant to start.”
via http://listverse.com/
August 2011
9 posts
“I etched the face of a stopwatch on the back of a raindrop
and did a swap for...”
– taken from the song Piledriver Waltz by Arctic Monkeys.. a slightly different version of the song was also appear as soundtrack for the movie Submarine sung by Arctic Monkeys’ vocalist Alex Turner..
akamsi (anak kampung sini)
Besok tu Idul Fitri yang berarti malem ini adalah malam takbiran, di Indonesia ada semacam tradisi yang agak unik kalo di malam takbiran, antara keliling kota sambil mukul-mukul bedug, padahal ga tau itu bedug salahnya apa, sampe banyak yang mukulin, atau ya cuma keliling kota aja, dan satu lagi yang pasti adalah PETASAN, dan kawan-kawan…
Nah malam ini, seperti biasa di kampung saya,...
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rasa dirangkai kata hidup dibingkai cerita memori diabadikan warna
memori ah buang saja ya supaya leluasa memulai yang baru bukannya kita semua bertemu untuk berpisah? sulit ya ternyata
Spiral thingy lightning bolt!
by Arnold Zwicky
taken from http://itre.cis.upenn.edu/~myl/languagelog/archives/005478.html
habisnya TA-hu ISI saya
berhasil selesai dan terselenggaranya pameran tugas akhir ini tidak lepas dari bantuan, dorongan dan sokongan dari berbagai tangan yang terlihat maupun tidak. Summa thank you untuk segala pihak yang berperan, mamih papih brader sister nephew and niece. Salam templok spesial pake telor buat the dumb and dumber yang telah sudi membantu saya disaat-saat terakhir, kepada adit yang harus ngece dulu...
review resolusi #5
menilik ke bawah-bawah, ada resolusi taun baru gw yang nomer 5 yaitu
beli kamera polaroid
dan semenapaknya saya di tanah jakarta dalam rangka mudik lebaran kemaren sore, saya disodorkan sebuah kamera Polaroid 636… tapi berhubung kata temen saya @myvisualdiary, “no pic = hoax” maka marilah kita coba upload poto seadanya, awas koe pit! kali ini tanpa bonus kaki pit,...
just like a black hole, feel like i implode….. the comfort zone is getting smaller and smaller….
July 2011
3 posts
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say, i was blog-walking, and i stumble to this blog that belongs to some acquaintance of mine, she’s young and her blog pretty much describe that she feels miserable.. it’s pretty much about love and friendship, and somewhat it annoys me. i just came to remember the principle that i have long hold:
be friend with yourself, so that you wouldn’t feel so dissapointed or lonely...
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eeeeeh… tiba-tiba bosan dengan jogja, dan pengen cepet cepet urusan disini selesai biar bisa pulang ke jakarta…. WOW! ada apa dengan gw? not without reason, gw udah bosen dengan ketiadaan transportasi umum kala malam di jogja.
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Indonesia is the most safe country in the whole world, since they never appear on any Hollywood disaster-ously movie… LOL
April 2011
3 posts
Club 8 - Baby I’m Not Sure This Is Love....
For always, forever Beyond here and on to...
March 2011
5 posts
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
Think before you speak.
Calvin: Sometimes when I'm talking, my words can't keep up with my thoughts. I wonder why we think faster than we can speak.
Hobbes: Probably so we can think twice.
via @calvinnhobbes
uh uh uh
mengaduh saat jatuh, mengeluh saat jenuh, tunduh.. sampai sini separuh luruh, daripada dituduh, lalu jadi pekiwuh dan makin keruh, mbuh..
ya udah atuh, disini saya taruh.. seluruh..
the way i live my life
i live my life by pretty much taking off what i have
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maybe that’s why some people think i’m a heartless biatch..
my recent test on similarminds.com
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January 2011
15 posts
my life in a comic
last night i had a pretty weird dream. on that dream i was reading a comic that the story was my life, but i ended up dead - which everybody will be someday. hmmm.. and i woke up after i finished reading the comic.
“Tidak memenuhi syarat untuk dilanjutkan.”
– itu yang tertulis di hasil ujian evaluasi project TA/sekeripsi saya, padahal di pengumuman yang sebelumnya saya aman-aman saja, dan pada pengumuman kali ini beberapa teman saya bahkan dianggap tidak mengikuti ujian evaluasi. WTF does that means?!
#5
buy polaroid camera
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#4
should i be more fashionable or should i keep me ‘kere mode’ ON? hmm hmm hmmm
#3
lost 10 pounds before September, lol… i wonder would i ever pull this one out :D
#2
get back to the ‘dunia maya’, revive those long forgotten account. as if my internet connection is cooperative enough on doing so, that is. but yeah get a hold of this tumblr account for example, and polyvore, and twitter, etc.
2011 resolution
personally i have never made any new year resolution before. but well i think i’m up to it this year. just to keep me in track of what i’ve gain and what i’ve lost. mmm, but i’m not that good at making plan, so i’m just gonna have to do it on the go, i might have new ‘new-year’s resolution’ all time of the year. nyahaha. so here’s my number...